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Okay, so someone, please enlighten my novice photographer self: How can I take pictures of my artwork without them looking like I'm trying to photograph Bigfoot? I don't have a professional camera by any means, but I KNOW that there's a way. I mean, there's gotta be! YEARRRRGHGH If you can help in any way, I promise to bake you a delicious cyber cake--your flavor of choice! :D

I don't know, today just feels like it's gonna be weird. Not sure why, but it sure does. I missed the bus by like 30 feet, and I realized when I got back that I looked particularly monstrous. Oh, well, those days and things just happen, right? I'm just not sure what kind of turn this journee will take. I'm pretty optimistic, though! :D And let's not forget that it's Spirit Day (not that I even knew it was until I got on deviantart...) so I'll be keeping those souls whom lost all hope in themselves and in life in mind today. My heart goes out to them.....

I can't exactly pinpoint this desire, but I wish to paint, to create again. Perhaps my newly found freedom has ignited this originality deep within myself that is all but almost forgotten. I do so yearn to be myself, to live as myself in a life that I've only dreamed of, and to carry with me all that I found passion in throughout this strange, interesting existence. My loves are all but eradicated, and now I find myself desperate to nurture their wounded remains back to the health that brought me MY health, so that I may for once and for all be a complete being. I wish for this, but why? It's already coming true, and the best is to follow..